i'm listening to these songs

... and i'm not sure
if you're the one
that needs to come
home or i
but where i am
is where i've been
and i've become
comfortable here

... or maybe i am just afraid
to leave this little nest i've made
imagining that i am safe

afraid that if i walk
i'll automatically be wrong
permanently lost

i was sure
i'd seen you in a dream
thought i'd easily
recognize
so i chased
hands that play the stage
rest on my back and say
it's gonna be great

i've tried in every way i know
to make it right to make it home
but my mother's words still haunt me
who would ever want me
i am my father's girl she'd say
break my mind and run away
well i'm fine right here
i'm fine right here

... or maybe i am just afraid
to leave this little nest i've made
imagining that i am safe

afraid that if i walk
i'll automatically be wrong
permanently lost

afraid that i will make
the same mistake i've always made
keep on getting in your way

i'm convinced there's more than this
there must be more for us than this
or redemption would mean nothing
grace has taught me something
someday you'll be in front of me
someday you'll say you're proud of me
that i'm fine right here
i'll be fine right here

and so i wait
so i will wait
wait for you
to come find me
and finally
make it home